These Emotional Waves I’m Riding This Week

 

These Emotional Waves I’m Riding This Week

This week has felt like a storm inside my heart.
Not the kind of storm you see in movies with thunder and lightning—
but the quiet one, the one that only you can feel.
The one that shows up at midnight when the world is sleeping,
and you are wide awake, asking yourself why does it hurt this much?

I’ve been going through so many emotions lately—
grief, confusion, anger, and that deep ache of wanting someone to understand me.
Some days, I wake up and smile at the sunlight because it feels like hope.
Other days, I stare at the ceiling and wonder how to carry the weight in my chest.

It’s strange how life moves on like nothing happened—
but inside, your heart is still catching up with everything you’ve lost,
everything you’ve felt, everything you didn’t say.

This week taught me something though:
💛 It’s okay to feel deeply.
💛 It’s okay to not have all the answers.
💛 It’s okay to cry for people you love and miss.

I realized healing is not linear.
One day you feel okay, the next day you fall apart, and that’s still progress.
It’s messy, it’s raw, but it’s real.

To anyone reading this who’s also going through an emotional week—
please know you’re not alone.
Take your time.
Write your heart out.
Talk to someone you trust.
Hug someone you love a little tighter.

And if no one has told you this lately, let me say it to you gently:
🌸 You’re allowed to feel. You’re allowed to break. And you’re allowed to heal at your own pace.

Here’s to all of us learning to carry our hearts a little softer. 💙

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